Tuesday, December 5, 2017

Tonight I want to talk about something that has been surprisingly hard. So here it is. Outside of my children there is absolutely nothing expected of me. I closed my daycare (I wasn't very busy out here... but still), I got released from my church calling, I quit the PTA. If the house is messy, nobody holds it against me. If there's no dinner prepared, Jason picks up the slack (he's turned into a really good cook by the way ;-). I'm rarely expected to be in a certain place at a certain time. When I am, half the time I have to cancel, and people are very understanding. And it's all as it should be I guess because of our situation. It's just...an unexpected challenge that comes with the territory of being a special needs parent. You lose yourself a little. Become a little.........invisible.

Sophia is not much better today. She's about the same. It's still a privelage taking care of her :-)


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