Used Clothes, and Used Cars, Make Me Happy, and Sad.

A year ago I was pregnant with Sophia and we bought a used SUV that could fit all 8 of us. I was so excited. Life seemed so perfect. I was happy :-) Today I sold that SUV. That made me sad :-( I need something with a bench seat in the front. Sophia has grown out of her infant seat and her bed seat, but she still can't sit up. Primary Children's is providing us with a special harness. She will lay down on the bench next to me. That makes me happy :-) Also I'll probably get to drive a truck. That makes me happy :-)

 The last couple days I've been going through boxes of clothes. It's made me nostalgic. It's made me happy. It's made me sad. Sophia and Max are into the clothes that Michael and Sarah were wearing when Jason and I met. That makes me nostalgic :-) Having growing children, that makes me happy :-) Remembering that when Sarah was wearing these clothes, she was running all over the backyard... and realizing that Sophia won't be running in them. That she won't need the shoes. That makes me a little sad :-( Getting out the 12month box when she wasn't supposed to make it to her birthday? THAT makes me happy :-) :-) :-)